January 2011
I cry in the shower
Because with the loud faucet and water everywhere I don’t realize how much I cry, it makes me not realize how much the pain hurts.
meganwear:
I want a boyfriend, really badly. I’m sick of seeing everyone else so happy, just because they have someone that loves them, and is there to watch movies with them and cuddle, and tell them that they look nice, just the little things. Why is it so hard? Then you like the wrong guys, which they break your heart, then they turn you off liking anyone, so… maybe for once, can it just...
I really wish I could say “I don’t care” and...
It's always my fault
I loose people in my life because I “messed up” or something. I apologize and everything and tell them the truth. And most of the time I don’t even do anything bad in the beginning, people just trip. I try to be outgoing and friendly to everyone, and I let people know they can trust me. But people don’t care, they’re all the same. They just leave. That’s...
I want a valentine this year
even though I’ll be in Florida
You promised to never leave
You promised a lot of things, why don’t they mean anything to you anymore?
I hate seeing people change
I feel like I could’ve done something to fix it. But I really couldn’t. It just makes me sad to see who they’re becoming. It’s sad that I’ll never know the same person again. Someone I’ve loved and/or cared for. And they just loose all that they ever felt for you. Becoming a horrible person, that you don’t even know anymore. This isn’t about one...
CRAVING THIS
It bugs me when people say they miss me, but don't...